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My nest has emptied a little bit

I turned 40 in 2018, and on my birthday I remember thinking that this decade, my forties, would probably be a decade full of much more change than my thirties.

(me and my friend who came to see my for my 40th!)

This is largely due to the stage of life we are in as parents.

At the beginning of my thirties, my kids were 9, 7, 4, and 2…so that decade (which is the decade I’ve blogged through!) was just full of regular house-full-of-kids family life.

Two grade-schoolers, a preschooler, and a baby!

But now my kids are 19, 17, 14, and 12 (with the younger three about to have a birthday in the next few months), which means that over the course of the next decade, life is going to change a whole heck of a lot!

(Joshua at 18)

In 10 more years, even Zoe will be a full-fledged adult, about to turn 23.


Joshua’s going to transfer to a four-year university this coming fall (fall 2019), but a few months ago, a pretty sweet opportunity arose for him to be able to move out on his own without having to pay rent.

(It’s a slightly complicated story involving a friend of his who needed to move out of state but still keep a home here.)

This place is much, much closer to work for him, and he was kinda getting the itch to get some independence anyway, so it all worked out really nicely.

We miss him, of course, but we’re glad he’s still fairly close by so that he can stop in on the regular. 

And of course, since the point of parenting is to prepare kids to leave the nest, we’re glad that he’s excited to manage himself and be independent.

I used to hear people say, “The days are long, but the years are short.” and I never really, really understood.

my people and me in 2010

But now, now I get it.

In the midst of all these years of parenting, it sort of felt like we’d be parents of kids at home for a really long time.

And I mean, Joshua lived with us for 19 years, which IS a long time.

But somehow, now there is a sense in which I find myself feeling like, “Wait? That part of parenting Joshua is over already? So soon? Didn’t we just start?”

Which sounds contradictory, but I am positive that every other parent who has been here knows exactly what I mean.

I could let myself get melancholy about this, I suppose, but I am reminded of a thing that has held true through every parenting stage so far:

EVERY stage of parenting has parts that are hard, but also parts that are enjoyable.

As children grow through stages, it’s not that things are better or worse at different ages, but more that things are just different.

Which means that…there are fun and different things in store as we enter this stage of having children-turned-adults-who-then-move-out, just like there were fun things about babies who become toddlers who become grade schoolers who become middle schoolers who become high schoolers.

And since our youngest is only turning 13 this year, we do still have some years left to enjoy being parents to children at home too.

Of course, Joshua moving out has meant some room re-arranging in our house!  Sonia and Zoe have realized their longed-for dream of having their own rooms now, which has been a little silver lining for them, even though they miss Joshua.

And naturally, they have some decorating/painting ideas in mind for their new spaces, which means: some before and after projects will most likely be coming to the blog this summer as we paint walls and furniture.

So! That’s the update on things at Chez FG, where our numbers have now gone from six to five, and we’ve officially entered another new stage of parent life.

P.S. One other random but related thought: one nice thing is that as kids get older, they sort of gradually start not being at home as much, which makes the transition to moving out a little easier on the ol’ parents.  Once Joshua started college classes and got a job and a car, we started to not see him as much as when he was younger, even though he was sleeping here. 😉  I think that’s helped it to not feel SO strange for him to be on his own…it was more of a natural progression than a sudden change.

Which is probably how it’s supposed to be!

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Friday 18th of January 2019

Oh wow, reading this makes me feel weepy. How did I miss this post! My oldest moved out last May, and then my next oldest left just five months later. It was hard, very very hard. I had some difficult periods with them when they were younger, things I wish I could go back and change. So when they each left, I felt so much regret, wishing I could keep them longer to have more time to be as good of a mom as possible. Luckily, I went and found an excellent therapist who helped me see that even though I'm sad and of course have some regrets, it's a GOOD thing that kids are confident to go out on their own, and like you said, we still have plenty of things to look forward to with them. I'm so grateful that I can enjoy my time with them now and be happy for them instead of constantly wistful.

And wow, yes, I too remember all the older women who would tell me to enjoy it, that I would blink and they would be grown. I didn't believe them! Lol But now I am that woman, fussing over babies held by young moms and telling them how much how fast they grow. Life is bittersweet. ❤️


Sunday 13th of January 2019

Get ready--those last few years of having a child at home fly FASTER. There's 8 years between my kids so I had lots of insulation. And the older one, after a year in the dorms (really good for socialization and independence) moved back home to finish college to save money and through a gap year while she applied to medical school. She just left for "good" last year and now my little one is already a senior and planning to fly away for a 4 year university this fall. So it seems faster to me. I can't believe this day is coming so fast.

Now we will soon have an empty nest and a 4 bedroom house--that feels crazy.


Friday 11th of January 2019

I grew-up in a family of 4 kids, with the brother as the oldest and 3 girls after that. It was a sad day when my brother left for college, but I am still close with him, though we only see each other once every few years (we both live overseas).

Both you, as parents, and your girls can be very proud of the man your son has become!


Friday 11th of January 2019

As I read this, my kids are 9, 7, 4, and 2! And I’m 31! Since I was a newlywed 10 years ago, your blog has taught and encouraged me so much, especially concerning cooking, frugality, homeschooling, and having a joyful perspective no matter your families’ paycheck. As Charlotte Mason said, “learning is an atmosphere”, and the atmosphere you create in your home through your hard work of “doing the next thing” (whether for your husband, kids, family, church friends, elderly) faithfully and out-of-love speaks volumes. Thank you so much for blogging!


Friday 11th of January 2019

Do your parents have a plan for what happens to your siblings after they die? This happened to a friend's cousin and it was painful to watch them have to move to supervised housing with no transitional time.

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